My holidays
Today is Monday and the last week of my holidays before I start university again on the 27th. I guess I’m just a little bit disappointed at the way that I conducted myself over these holidays.
I had planned to do so much. There was so much growing I wanted to do and instead, I wasted my days sleeping in and “planning” marketing stuff to do. It started off with me wanting to do videos for my affiliate marketing blogs. Then I got bogged down in so many little, insignificant things, things like definitions of affiliate marketing and crap like that.
As I sit here writing this, I’m not sure if I’m able to achieve my goal of a new laptop by the end of this month. I want to get the Toshiba M700 Tablet PC, but it seems like I’m not ready for such a reward. I’ve hardly earnt it, having not really conducted myself during these holidays.
As I sit here writing this, I’m aware that I’m making myself depressed. Saying that I’ve achieved nothing during these holidays is stupid, because there are things that I’m glad that I’ve learnt. Just heaps of things about being happy, I guess. Knowing more about what I want in life. Knowing more about why I want to be an affiliate marketer.
All I want to do is make a sale a day of a Clickbank product. That’s all I need to suffice and be happy at university. And I’ll be damned if I don’t make it happen in these last 7 days of my holidays.